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Family

vivien — Fri, 02 Dec 2011 18:10:35 +0000

It’s after exams but I’m not doing anything with anyone except with my family and crusaders. Today I felt alone. the sort when all your friends deserted you. no offense to anyone.

I was on my way to meet the crusaders but my closer friends in the dg bailed me out. without telling me. this haven been the first time but what can I say.

Next, the entire week, Ben talked minimally even though our exams are over. I don’t blame him because he was shifting his things and had his valedictory day and his stomach feels weird and what not. I find that we are not even communicating. Either he fell asleep 5 mins into texting or his phone died or whatever. Everything is unilateral.

Then you asked your close friend out and you waited for an hour. Why? because he was stuck in a jam at 10pm. And you found out after you asked him.

I take comfort that my family will be with me, always. it is time that I prioritize the people I have in my heart and really really focus on God.

I will not change the love I have for Ben or my friends…. It’s just that the source of love is that from God..

Good day

vivien — Wed, 09 Nov 2011 10:03:58 +0000

Today is a good day because I say so.
Even though I didn’t do Antibiotics test well.
On side note, I gotten 80 for my presentation (: even though I thought my Q&A was trashing. thank God for His grace..

The past 10 days were crazy….
1. Med chem test
2. Practical test
3. Oral presentation
4. Pathology test
5. Wisdom tooth extraction
6. Self directed learning test
7. Antibiotics test

Praise the Lord (:

Anyways, the main point of the post is this…… <3

How does she know you love her?

vivien — Sat, 29 Oct 2011 16:40:58 +0000

You’ve got to show her you need her
Don’t treat her like a mind reader
Each day do something to need her
To believe you love her

Because he’ll wear your favorite color
Just so he can match your eyes
Rent a private picnic
By the fires glow-oohh!

Well does he leave a little note to tell you you are on his mind?
Send you yellow flowers when the sky is grey? Heyy!
He’ll find a new way to show you, a little bit everyday
That’s how you know, that’s how you know!

Hmmmm

Bane

vivien — Sat, 22 Oct 2011 17:49:55 +0000

I abhor project works. God please give me the love ):

Reminder

vivien — Mon, 12 Sep 2011 14:32:14 +0000

Love is patient and kind; love does not envy or boast; it is not arrogant or rude. It does not insist on its own way; it is not irritable or resentful; it does not rejoice at wrongdoing, but rejoices
with the truth. Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. Love never ends.
(1 Corinthians 13:4-8 ESV)

conflict!

vivien — Fri, 09 Sep 2011 15:58:57 +0000

Picture this:
It is the last day of the IT fair and every possible space is packed with people. Salesmen are shouting across the hallway. People are rubbing against each other’s shoulders and giving evil glares to whoever knocks them with their loot. The air feels so thin.

You inch towards the toilet with your newly purchased laptop. Just as you turn around the corner, you feel a excruciating pain on your right feet. You look down and see a stroller beneath your nose. You let out a loud shriek. All eyes are on the father who is pushing his playful 10 year child in the stroller. The father looks away and carts his baby in the opposite direction. You are furious, raging mad.

“The least you could have said is ‘Sorry.’.”

You blurt out in a condescending tone. Yet still, the obstinate father continues to walk. You mutter under your breath, exclaiming your digust at a healthy 10 year old having to be wheeled around in such a crowded event.

“Why can’t I bring my child in the stroller?”

This time, the father turns around and asserts his right. You feel annoyed at his indifferent attitude and you retorts that he should have left the child at home if the child insist on being cart around. He, in return, argues that he has autonomy over his life. More and more people gather around you. The argument gets more and more heated.
Feeling embarrassed, the father turns away and striding ahead with his child. You feels unjustified and simply look to the crowd for sympathy.

What could have you done to arrest the problem before it escalates into a heated argument?

turmoil

vivien — Mon, 05 Sep 2011 16:13:42 +0000

Sometimes, you just need a shoulder to lean on and to assure you that everything will be fine

I’m glad I have found mine.

Strength.

vivien — Sun, 04 Sep 2011 16:00:55 +0000

Empower me, like a rushing river flowing to the sea.

jubilee!

vivien — Sat, 03 Sep 2011 17:32:04 +0000

My love is coming back in 14 days!!!

Security

vivien — Wed, 31 Aug 2011 18:37:49 +0000

I’m alright with being lax with things, but of things pertaining to the future, I get very jittery. How am I going to spend my next 3 months holidays, should I go for grad school or what should i do for a living.
i am not the brightest kid, nor the most hardworking. I’m just (below) average Joe who is sardined in the pack. while others helmed high positions in their society or taking part in ifg, I’m just a bummer who stay at home to mug. to make matters worse, more often than not, I always get owned. I’m definitely not the one who can go round boasting I end tens of thousand a month and do something that society is appalled at.

This really calls for peace that the world cannot give, equating my self worth to Him and to trust that He only can provide for my future. I need to stop thinking that I am short changed because they never belong to me anyway.

“Many things about tomorrow, I don’t seem to understand.
For I know who holds tomorrow, and I know He holds my hand.”