december:
6: sc run
8-11: camp
12-15: penang
28-31: cccc
any other days, SHOPPING!
18 more days November 10, 2009
i cant believe it. just 18 more days and i wont have to study (:
but.. I DONT KNOW WHY I KEEP FALLING ASLEEP.
feel like just slapping myself D:
STUDY STUDY
that feeling again. October 19, 2009
i dont know why i am having this i-should-do-medicine feeling again. maybe after pharm prac lecture where the lecturer mention that pharmacists is not seen as a professional occupation got me thinking abit more… attending pharmacy modules gave me a deeper insights to what i will be doing in the future, the mindset i have to adopt and what is the society/other healthcare professionals/pharmacists thinks for pharmacists as a body.
i feel so unappreciated or rather, in the future when i get into the workforce. but its the pressure you get when from your employers that cause you to CONFORM to what they want you to do. and probably, if you are unable to resist the PRESSURE they are exerting, you will start to wonder why did you choose pharmacy as a career. what happened to the big dream about helping other people, elevating ppl’s torment and for the greater good? will i have to fight for my dream (that is to help people in the area of healthcare) while facing pressure from the organisation to alter my inspiration and yet, at the same time, being look down or despised by people who i try to make their lives better? maybe thats why my spirit is so down and whenever i think abt this, i dont know why but i will start crying.. i am really feeling desperate.
to my friends out there reading this, i will appreciate it if you take a moment to pray for me… pray for me to Trust His Plan.. thanks…
:] October 15, 2009
happiest day of my life 
mama got me iphone and viv went jogging with weixin and viv have no more pharm prac practicals for the next few months and viv has no more test for the next 2 weeks and viv wants to slack. hohoho i am random.
