It’s after exams but I’m not doing anything with anyone except with my family and crusaders. Today I felt alone. the sort when all your friends deserted you. no offense to anyone.

I was on my way to meet the crusaders but my closer friends in the dg bailed me out. without telling me. this haven been the first time but what can I say.

Next, the entire week, Ben talked minimally even though our exams are over. I don’t blame him because he was shifting his things and had his valedictory day and his stomach feels weird and what not. I find that we are not even communicating. Either he fell asleep 5 mins into texting or his phone died or whatever. Everything is unilateral.

Then you asked your close friend out and you waited for an hour. Why? because he was stuck in a jam at 10pm. And you found out after you asked him.

I take comfort that my family will be with me, always. it is time that I prioritize the people I have in my heart and really really focus on God.

I will not change the love I have for Ben or my friends…. It’s just that the source of love is that from God..

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